You~

You are an awesome friend and companion. I love the time we spend together. I have feelings that I didn’t think I ever would feel again. Surprising as it may be, most of them are not sexual although, I am also attracted to you physically. Hummm, attracted to you. In my mental you are growing on me in ways I did not really foresee. I have been dreaming about you and me and in white sheets with soft pillow Face touching at day break. When I am sad and need to be cheery random thoughts of you pop in my head. Silent smiles and soft giggles are my echoes of you. The smiley faces at the end of the pages of my dairy when I add notable mentions of you.J

I find your odd little quirks charming and cute. I can look at you and see how sweet and kind your soul is. I know God is fine! Cause, I see Gods true reflection is in you. Your smile is refreshing to my eyes and your laugh tickling sprit. I love have someone around that find joy in simple things, yet looks can strive in the most complex of environments. Most of all you make me laugh at things that once made me cry (i.e. my life). It all seems so silly when I think back on it. When God made you he gave you something special. I believe that getting to know you has blessed me.

I have been hurt badly and it left a scar on my heart I thought would never heel but I think it is starting to. When I am in you company I feel compassion and warmth that a woman needs from a man. Your voice is soft and you take time with me. The words “Gentle Man” only come out me lips when I talk about and how you’re a Gentleman. I don’t know why I am writing this. It has been on my heart all week. May be that is what been heeling my scars. Like my Gran Dad said loves medicine is always good for the heart.   

~Me