I WANT A MAN!

I have found out that I can live my life without man. I am reasonably happy with myself and working on the areas where I have problems. But I want a man not a boy but a man! What the hell! Is cool to be self sufficient and independent. I can take care of myself but I want a male companion that is not gay. (Sorry Chris but your like one of my girls kisses J Boo) I want a MAN that holds me and loves me. Relationships where we talk about what couples talk about and do what they do "PDA" and all. I am ready to go there. I want to talk into a room and hear him say "that’s my Girl!" and "Baby, I love you" in front of his boys. I want to write my name next to his last name and get emails that says just thinking of you. AND ALL THAT JAZZ... 

Dare God,

You know who  it is... again. I think you have been ducking me. But anyway!

I pray, I think and I do as much good and I can…remember to. I think I am ready. I have said that I did not ever think I wanted to get married. Well that was wrong cause I do. SO Please send me one a good one. With the every thing I want in a man and need. I saw to many movies to leave that part out.

Yours always,

BJW