Being Me

i have been 1 year and 5 months without sex. I really like sex too. My ex-boyfriend and I live far apart and he was/is and ass. So I had a man for most of the drout. Sad I know. But I was in love... Know I have lost of male friends but I dont know if I want to with them. My sex drive is very high I have to take edge off every day. I want to be true to God but I know what I am Missing...