Ok so my father just hurt me as deeply as he could. It seem like all the men in my life are hurting. But For my daddy too it the bigest hurt of all. His words cut like a knife last night. "Fuck you and your mama! Mother fuckers! he has never spoke to me like that. Even his fat jokes had love in them but this is to far. I dont think I can be his little girl any more after that.

On top of all that he drove off in the middle of the night and his car stopped in KY somewhere sucks to be him. My little sister in Nashville is goning to get him. I am is his daughter and he is my father. That is all. Do I still love him yes do I like him no.