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Being Me
Am I a bad person?
My Baby is due at the end of January. I don't want to be pregnant any more. I mean I want the baby to be here just I don't want to be the vessel which it has to come through. I know I should not think like that. I know I am supposed to be happy and joyful but I just want it to be over. I don't to dislike my baby cause I am stressed out. I supposed to be in love with him before he is here and i just want him out.
No lovers - Make love
4 Months +
I am so confused and tired. I don't know what to do. I feel it moving and that freaks me out. I cant wait to find out what it is. Don't care what we have as long as it is healthy.
Love life:
I don't feel loved even throw he tries. It doesn't feel genuine. Maybe is just me and my crazy emotions.
I do want to be a wife one day and he doesn't have have plans on getting married again. At one point in my like I like the idea of a life partner. But I want a Husband not a life long boyfriend. I have no idea what to do.
Love life:
I don't feel loved even throw he tries. It doesn't feel genuine. Maybe is just me and my crazy emotions.
I do want to be a wife one day and he doesn't have have plans on getting married again. At one point in my like I like the idea of a life partner. But I want a Husband not a life long boyfriend. I have no idea what to do.
No lovers - Make love
Baby Update
OK,
So 3weeks ago I was feeling like crap. Head hurts, sick as hell! I like oh good not i have N1H1 dame pig flue. LOL! Well also was late. being late is no big deal to me cause my body is a freak show and it comes when it wants. My friend kept say your pregnant. I told her to die. LOL! Well I took a test and that line got dark and fast. So i took another one say thing. I called my boss/friend and she came over to calm me down. I made a appointment to have blood work done to be sure. Well the next day o got the news. Ms. Wheatley your bata levels are at 77%. That does that mean i asked? Your going to have a baby Ms. Wheatley? Sorry say what? We need to make a perinatal appointment.
I called my Bo (the guy form the newer blog post)and told him the surprising news. He was shocked but happy. I was still just shocked. Day by day I am happier with the idea of being a Mommy. Still shocked but happy. I want a little boy.
I have crazy mood swings and I have been sick every day! They say month 4 is better. I can't wait until then. FYI: 9 Weeks 4 days as of today.
So 3weeks ago I was feeling like crap. Head hurts, sick as hell! I like oh good not i have N1H1 dame pig flue. LOL! Well also was late. being late is no big deal to me cause my body is a freak show and it comes when it wants. My friend kept say your pregnant. I told her to die. LOL! Well I took a test and that line got dark and fast. So i took another one say thing. I called my boss/friend and she came over to calm me down. I made a appointment to have blood work done to be sure. Well the next day o got the news. Ms. Wheatley your bata levels are at 77%. That does that mean i asked? Your going to have a baby Ms. Wheatley? Sorry say what? We need to make a perinatal appointment.
I called my Bo (the guy form the newer blog post)and told him the surprising news. He was shocked but happy. I was still just shocked. Day by day I am happier with the idea of being a Mommy. Still shocked but happy. I want a little boy.
I have crazy mood swings and I have been sick every day! They say month 4 is better. I can't wait until then. FYI: 9 Weeks 4 days as of today.
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